the blues


Sometimes it just happens.  I’m strolling through life, feeling ok and BAM, I’m not anymore. I can’t shake it.  I keep trying but it keeps beating me down.  Then comes the sleepless nights and the days without smiles.  I just have to get over myself but it seems, I’m not in control.  My thoughts are racing and when I try to slow them down it doesn’t work.  My thoughts just keep racing and then all the “what if” scenarios start coming and I start panicking over things that probably will never happen.

So tonight I sit and hope I’ll sleep tonight and I hope tomorrow I will grab ahold of who I really am and kick this sadness and fear out of me.  

I can’t be defeated. I won’t be.

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