Sometimes I feel manic and then I remember I’m a single mom who’s ex is Surfing the cluster B. Too panicked to breathe and too many changes that have happened and too come to ever feel settled. One day this will be different.
Today I had a moment when I took a breath and remembered how to be the great mom I use to be. I took the time to talk to my son in the grocery store instead of constantly telling him not to do everything he was doing. I asked him questions and let him talk on and on and on. Usually I’m so stressed and frazzled that I forget how to be. I forget who I am. I had a moment of clarity and just that moment felt nice. I look forward to having more moments of clarity. I look forward to being a better mother to my children. I love them so.