I’m all over the place…ugh. Life and it’s ups and downs, ebbs and flows. Giving myself a break is not something I do easily. I just hate letting people down. Especially people I love. Or worse not knowing whether I did or not. Life, I’m taking you back. Stop messing with me 💪🏻 😡. Happiness you’re mine…give it up 🦄💫🎯🎟🛎. Baggage put your own self on mfing ✈️ and fly far, far away…sucka! I want to go to a secret place and explore…happy place❤️️. Silly. Drop a pin and just go.
I miss my daddy. I miss his wisdom, his strength, and his constant, unwaivering love for me. I miss his guidance and his hugs. I just miss my daddy. 3 years. Seems like yesterday. Damnit three times, daddy. Damnit three times.
I was a lucky little girl. Never ending piggy back rides, lessons in how to repair anything, insistence to teach me how to do anything without needing a man to do it, even though I may want one to. I forgive you for making me rotate my own tires. I see where it was a valuable lesson…however my charm has always found another way of getting it done. Flats too. I’m sure you hated that. You made me strong, taught me well, and even though you called me stubborn, you had to know I learned from the best. 3 years is too long to live this life without you. I know you’re watching over us but sometimes I wish you could tell me what to do. Maybe you are guiding me. I hope so. L is still talking about you asking about her tutus and B still loves the story of him driving the golf cart into the back of your truck. He was 3 then, imagine him now! Yes, payback is hell. Jokes on me.