It seems I don’t have tons to write about lately. I have lots of drafts but nothing that seems worthy or interesting enough. I’m not sure if I’ve just reached a lull in my emotion crazed mind or if I’m just tired. I’ve had a sick kid home from school every day but one since last week. I’m not sure how I survived when they were both home all the time. The strength of being a mother. You give up so much of yourself…willingly.
I’ve eaten my words more since becoming a mother than I ever have. How arrogant I was before. Thinking I knew anything. I didn’t know anything. We all know the when I’m a mother I am never going to let my child act like that! Laughable. I remember clearly after having my first child saying I’m so glad I’ll never have to date again with this post pregnancy body. Thanks life 😕. I just need to keep my mouth shut.
I guess I should be at ease with this moment of time where I have little to say. At least I’m not losing it because of something awful happening. Maybe next time it will be about something magical. Let’s hope!