Most days I am mommy, momma, mama and it seems I also play the role of daddy. I can do it but I wish I didn’t have to. I wish they had a daddy they could count on.
The kids had their first school dance. It was suppose to be daddy/daughter Mother/son. He said he was going. She asked me if it was ok if he could come in after their Wednesday night dinner to see her new dress. I said ok and she showed it off basically begging for his approval. He left with a little see you Friday. Which was the dance night. I sent him a text Friday morning to not forget and a few hours later reminding him that he would be taking a photo with our daughter. He replied to that one. He wasn’t coming. He’d make it up to her and they could have their own daddy/daughter dance. That he would wear his tuxedo. He never called her. He doesn’t get that she doesn’t care about him making it up to her. You only have one first school dance. You can’t make that up. You have to show up.
It’s never going to end with this guy. He will never put them before himself. He hasn’t called them since Wednesday and he just didn’t show up. It’s inexcusable. The kids and I had a fun time and we took a picture together, the 3 of us.
Today we took a road trip to the beach for the day and had a lot of fun. I just love my babies. They are so cute and so smart. I’ve done everything for them their entire lives. I know that they always know they can count on me. Hopefully that will be enough.
Goodnight 💤 iom