I spend a lot of my life thinking what were you thinking?! I think it’s because I do idiotic things based on the fact that I refuse to be negative…well at least a refuse to be that way 88.4% of he time. The rest of the time I’m Debbie Downer. I’ll blame it on menustration (& now I’ve lost any male readers I may have had 😂). So basically the majority of the time I see the future turning out ok. Obviously my rose colored glasses have been laced with MDMA and I’m reacting to that 🌈.
Today at my daughter’s soccer game I noticed 2 things. First, I am the loudest parent there. Like I’m that mom. What happened to me?!?! Second, I yell out these crazy positive things to them when they miss a goal or get scored on etc. Like I’m running around throwing glitter 🙄. One of my fellow soccer mom friends asked me if I’d be her mom because I was so positive 😂. Of course I said sure.
Most of my what the hell were you thinking time is spent on why I give so many people 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th…to infinity chances! Why? Am I a glutton for punishment? Who knows. Maybe chances never run out with me. Maybe I see something inside people that they don’t even see, or maybe I’m just an idiot. Only time will tell but until then, yes I will be your mommy 😂😂😂.
With hope, happiness, & love,
If Only Mommy❤️