A trigger has been pulled and released. Now I’m left, tense, and hurting feeling past pain. I know who I am and everyone that really knows me knows too. Everyone knows they can come to me with anything and I’m there. I can handle most things even if some things sting a little. I try to look at things from others perspectives, not just my own. I can be there for people but why does my ex think he can come to me too. Ugh. He never ever thinks how something affects me. He’s such a problem. He has triggered so many painful memories tonight because he fucking needs me. Guess what, I am not available buddy but thanks for trying. Now I’m all out of whack. Fucking fuckerhead!!!